1992

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LA FEMME SILHOUETTE - March 1992



List of Officers:
President: Gloria Fenton
Vice President: Michelle Stuart
Sec/Treasurer: Deborah Lynnette Lee

Newsletter Staff:
Editor: Tanya
Associate Editor: Debbie
Associate Editor: Sheryl
Graphics Editor: Deborah


TABLE OF CONTENTS

PRESIDENT'S VIEW By Gloria
FROM DEB'S DESK
MICHELLE'S MUSINGS By Michelle Stuart
IMPORTANT NOTICE
MEETING MINUTES
NOTES OF INTEREST
MARCH MEETING: YOU DON'T WANT TO
EDITORIAL
INFORMATION, PLEASE By Deborah Lynette Lee
THE RAIN AND THE MANE By Diane
ANNE AND ALPHA OMEGA By Pam F
CLOTHES DON'T MAKE THE WOMAN By Deborah Lynnette Lee
HOBBY NIGHT By Elaine
JANET'S MAGIC By by Pam F
A PROPOSAL FOR YET ANOTHER TITLE
A LETTER FROM GLORIA by Gloria Sue Fenton
BECOME AN APRIL BEAUTY by Charlotte
FEMME VIEWS by Rhonda M
NOT QUITE P.M.S., BUT...
QUESTION OF THE MONTH


PRESIDENT'S VIEW

by Gloria Sue Fenton

As you all know, March is the month for the election of officers for the coming year. Alpha Omega has been blessed in the past with truly dedicated people who have worked long and hard to make our chapter the best it can be. I am of the firm belief the officers elected this month will carry on this heritage.

We should all be very proud of Alpha Omega. It is a fine organization, built of caring Human Beings who give of themselves and have promoted the friendship, support and understanding we are based on.

The officers who will be elected for the coming year will, I believe, have a solid foundation to build upon as Alpha Omega continues to grow and expand its horizons. Your input and support as members will help them with their duties. So, ahead of time, I would like to extend my best wishes to those elected as officers of our chapter for 1992.

Recently there were some articles in the "Cleveland Plain Dealer" about the sex change operations being performed at an Akron hospital. Included was an interview with a recipient of the surgery. Inspection of these articles has caused many of us to be deeply concerned due to the misinformation presented about both transsexuals AND crossdressers. Misinformation is more harmful than no information at all. These stories point out the need for our chapter to move forward with our outreach programs now and in the future. We cannot stand by and let one ill-informed (or biased) reporter seriously damage those few inroads we have made in our quest to inform the public.

As we move into the new year, I hope to see growth in our newly established chapter "big sister" program and the vendor and membership directories. There will also be a concerted effort to re-establish contact with former members and potential members who did not follow up on our initial contacts with them.

I know things seem to move slowly at times but we HAVE and WILL continue to make progress in these areas with every members' involvement. I see a bright future for Alpha Omega.

Our chapter needs the input and thoughts of ALL its members. We are fortunate to have members with the varied backgrounds and insights which they bring to our group. These backgrounds and insights must be used to their fullest. Every member's feelings and opinions must be listened to. Only then can compromise and informed decisions be made for the betterment of the chapter.

The officers for 1992 will face their own challenges and need the support and understanding of everyone involved. It is important your officers know when you have topics to be discussed so proper time can be allotted to meet the need.

Our chapter is growing and we have many newer members. You newer members must know your ideas and involvement are just as needed as is that of our older members. Please let your officers know your ideas and concerns.

I believe in Alpha Omega and what it stands for. I envision a future with great promise as we expand our horizons to meet the needs of our group and paraculture.

I wish I could say it was always easy to be president of the chapter and that I had always done everything right, with no one ever upset with me. Alas, I am Human. Alpha Omega is much more than just its president, officers or committee persons. It is every one of us willingly working together.

I have learned much this past year by discussing differences of opinion and by listening to those who disagree with me. This healthy exchange has helped me to try and do my best as a leader for all concerned. I want to thank everyone for a learning experience I would not have missed for the world. I know this continued support will follow through for those elected for 1992. I am proud to be a member of Alpha Omega.

Sincerely, Gloria


FROM DEB'S DESK...

I Appologize ....

I'm still new at this... and I must appologize for not giving the source of Marilyn's Miscellaneous last month. This is a feature article from the Crystal Chronicle. These girls do a fine job of producing a class publication. Thanks for the article.

Another mess is with our own Rhonda M., not Rhonda Marie. I'll try and do better this time. Thanks to all who contribute to our newsletter.


MICHELLE'S MUSINGS

by Michelle Stuart

Hello Girls,

I just finished looking over my latest designs, which I have been working on since January. They are going to be used for the cover of LA FEMME SILHOUETTE, starting with this month's issue. I think you will like them.

Back a few months ago Debbie, our dear Secretary/Treasurer, suggested I put together covers for the different seasons. At first, I thought we would be putting too much into the newsletter too quickly, leaving us worn out. Then, however, I decided Debbie's idea was a good one. I told her that, when the time was right, I would start working on the project. Gee whiz! How do I get into these things?

After the Holidays were over, work was slow and I found myself with little to do at times. I decided then it was time to start working on the new newsletter covers. I went to the reference library and took out a book of silhouettes and figures, the one from which I took the SILHOUETTE's original cover. Since there were around 60 to 70 different illustrations available, I decided to do more than four covers for the four seasons. I decided to do twelve covers for the 12 months of the year. I had the time so, why not?

With the help of a new graphics camera and the MacIntosh computers, I put the new designs together in less time than expected. I then decided to produce a "side show" for the newsletter. I played around with the idea of a comic page where we could contribute cartoons or jokes having to do with our special culture. I gave the comic page the title, "Chapter Chuckles". I have already put together a few cartoons for starters. We will have to see how this will work out. So girls, if you see a cartoon or maybe a joke or two, please send it to me or one of the other girls involved with the newsletter for printing in a future page of "Chapter Chuckles."

As you have heard, I have been picked aschairwoman of the chapter's "Big Sister" program. Any of you girls out there who can't attend meetings and would like to correspond with other Alpha Omega members, please write to me and I will arrange a pen pal for you. We have sisters who are willing to write and, as time passes and you become more comfortable with each other perhaps talk on the phone. So girls, if you want a frind who will listen and give you the support you need, please let me know. Write to me at my PO box:

Michelle Stuart
P.O. Box 33363
North Royalton, OH 44133

March is the month when we have our elections of officers for the coming year. I am writing this before the February meeting, so I cannot say what the outcome of nominations will be. I pray, however, that one or more of you step forward to take on the position of Secretary/Treasurer. Deborah Lee needs to step down to tend to her responsibilities with the newsletter. She has served three-plus terms and needs the rest.

Well girls, I am getting a bit tired as it is getting late. I will be needing my beauty bath and beauty sleep. Say, it's been a while since I slept in my favorite nightgown. Perhaps this will be the night I'll do just that. Nitey Night, Girls!!

Love, Michelle


IMPORTANT NOTICE

Please note that membership dues for 1992-93 are due and payable NO LATER than March 31, 1992. Please pay them early and avoid the "last week in March panic"! Dues may be paid at the March meeting or mailed to the Elyria PO box.

At the February meeting, the General Affairs Committee met and determined that the dues structure had to be revised to address newsletter costs. The last postal increase (and the threat of another one) coupled with the fact the SILHOUETTE has grown to now require 2 oz. postage every month and 3 oz. postage with special enclosures has outstripped the old dues structure formulated around $.25 stamps and five page newsletters. And don't forget the cost of producing the newsletter, itself. The average cost of a newsletter has jumped from $.30 to $.60 because of its larger size.

Due to this situation, the Committee voted to increase all classes of dues by $5 per year. The increase will have to be voted on by the membership at the March meeting but I suggest you assume it did pass if you are mailing in your dues. Should the increase not pass, the excess will be refunded.

The existing and [proposed] dues are:

Associate Member $15 [$20] per year; Full Member $20 [$25] per year and Couples Membership $30 [$35] per year. Again:

1992 DUES ARE DUE BY MARCH 31st!


MEETING MINUTES

The February 8th meeting was called to order, 20 members and guests present. Deborah Lee read the minutes of the last meeting and gave the Treasurer's report. Both were accepted as read.

Old Business
Chapter Big Sister Program: Michelle has obtained a PO box specifically for the program. Anyone who would like to have a Big Sister or serve as a Big Sister should contact her there. Details will be in the newsletter.

Membership Directory: The Directory shall give a general profile in album form. Discussion included the idea that profiles previously published in the newsletter could be used minus the "essay" questions and answers. Updating would still be needed for some. Consideration given to a new, short format questionnaire which could be filled out at meetings and/or mailed in by girls who cannot attend. Tanya moved, seconded by Jennifer, to go ahead with the Directory. Motion passed. Kathleen volunteered to coordinate the effort.

Insurance: The hotel insurance will not cover the material we permanently store there. This is no problem for paper plates, silverware, etc., but is a problem for our new VCR and (soon) television. Next week Gloria will be getting back with two insurers she previously contacted to see what they were able to find out about the requirements she previously gave them.

Janet Jackson's column: Tanya advised she had spoken with Janet by phone. Janet promised she would have something ready for the newsletter soon.

Vendors' directory: The directory was discussed. Charlotte, Pam F. and Pam D. will form a committee to work on the project.

Video tape: The Video Committee has set the date for the next taping session. It will be held 3 PM, February 23rd at Michelle's condo.

Thank you: A "Thank You" card to Kay F. was signed by all members present at the meeting. Her donation to the chapter was GREATLY appreciated. [Kay F. is the previously mentioned "G.F." whose femme name I didn't know at the time. Happily, I found it in an OLD membership list. Kay: Xmas '92 - Be There! ed.]

New Business:
Missing members: Rhonda M. has volunteered to contact those members who have dropped out over the past few years in an effort to ascertain why and to see what needs to be done to bring them back into the chapter. Discussion was held and it was decided to present the list of dropouts to the present members first in case they would have knowledge of the dropouts' individual situations. Tanya advised, for example, she had recently been in contact with Janet & Boni H., providing them with a copy of the January newsletter. Janet said she had no idea of the changes in Alpha Omega in recent years and stated they would most likely - pending financial considerations - rejoin the chapter this April.

Membership cards: Jennifer distributed membership cards to those members who had not received one previously. She also mentioned the need for business cards for correspondence and personal contacts. Deborah Lee will check into printing costs.

Entertainment Committee: Next month, our guest speaker will be Dr. Antone Feo, psychologist. Further details on Dr. Feo will be in the newsletter. The April meeting will have presentations by local vendors.

General Affairs Committee: The committee will meet after the regular meeting to discuss the chapter dues situation. The present dues structure was established clear back in 1988.

Image Consultations: Charlotte advised she had spoken with Janet Jackson, who has an "Instant Image" video she would be willing to make available for a meeting. She is also interested in offering mini- makeovers prior to meetings for a nominal fee. She would need at least six customers per meeting and would work out the schedule in advance. She would also make her products available for purchase and would not charge a speakers' fee. [See Charlotte's article on this later in this issue. ed]

National issues: Jennifer brought up an article by Chairman of the Board Jane Ellen Fairfax wherein she puts forth the concept that, as Tri Ess is a family organization, knowing children should be allowed to attend chapter meetings. Jennifer was strongly against such an idea. Our constitution requires all meeting attendees be at least 18 years of age, adults under Ohio law. Jennifer plans to write to Jane Ellen outlining her own feelings but wanted to know the thoughts of other chapter members. The matter was discussed at length and it was agreed the dangers FAR outweigh the benefits. Deborah Lee moved, seconded by Tanya, that Jennifer respond in the name of the entire chapter. Motion passed.

Jennifer also brought up an editorial written by the editor of Tau Chi's newsletter in which she gave her definition of "heterosexual crossdresser". Jennifer felt the definition was far from adequate and asked permission to also address the matter in her letter. This was agreed upon by consensus.

Pam D. expressed her opinion on the "Bigender" issue. She felt the term is confusing and ill-timed.

Nominations for Officers:
For President:
Gloria was nominated by Tanya, seconded by Deborah Lee.
Michelle was nominated by Jennifer, seconded by Pam D.

For Vice President:
Michelle was nominated by Kathleen, seconded by Tanya.
Rhonda M. was nominated by Jennifer, seconded by Gloria.
Tanya declined nomination.

For Secretary Treasurer:
Sandy was nominated by Pam F., seconded by Charlotte.
Kathleen was nominated by Deborah Lee with the stipulation that the nomination would only be valid if Gloria, her husband, was not elected. Seconded by Tanya.
Deborah Lee and Cheryl both declined nomination.

Diane moved, seconded by Barb, that nominations be closed. Motion passed. Additional nominations will be accepted prior to the March elections.

It was agreed that the matter of a husband and wife both holding office might cause a conflict of interest and noted that this was not addressed by our constitution. Future discussion on a possible revision to the constitution will be slated.

For the Good of the Order: Sandy suggested a possible way for the chapter to earn items needed by the group for our meetings such as food warmers, coffee pots, etc. There is a company she purchases pantyhose from who award "points" for purchases. These "points", when accumulated, can be used to purchase a variety of products from a special catalog. Interest in the concept was shown. Sandy will bring the catalogs to the next meeting for so all can see them and further discuss the matter.

Tanya moved, seconded by Barb, that the meeting be adjourned. Motion passed.


FOOD COMMITTEE

Thanks to Cheryl and Sandy, who provided a delicious meal of cabbage rolls and mashed potatoes for the February meeting. Also, thanks (except from my waistline) to JoAnn, Pam F. and Megan for the absolutely sinful deserts.

If Gloria and I can get our schedules arranged, we will be having a spaghetti dinner election night. All will depend on Gloria's ability to prepare her fantastic sauce, which is an all-day project. She has already scheduled events for Valentine's Day and her (his) birthday plus several evening and weekend meetings, etc. but, hopefully, she can schedule in a "sauce night".

Love, Kathleen

[OK Michelle, Gloria is going to make her "nuclear" spaghetti sauce - the one you called her "Fantastic Premarin Sauce". Are you going to bring the Coleus (Botanicus Transvesticus) salad greens you've been promising? ed.]


NOTES OF INTEREST

March Meeting

The March 14th meeting will be held at the Manor. The primary order of business will be elections of officers. The slate, as nominated at the February meeting, is listed elsewhere in this issue. You are reminded, however, that additional nominations will be accepted from the floor prior to the elections. Consider your choices wisely.

Our special guest and speaker for the evening will be Dr. Antone Feo, psychologist and special friend to those in our paraculture. I remind you, he is NOT the Dr. Peo you may have read about elsewhere. (Funny how two men with so extremely similar names are both so deeply involved with our small segment of Society!) Please turn to Jennifer's article for more information on this wonderful addition to our list of involved professionals. And, from what I've heard, please know you'll rue the day you missed the March 1992 meeting!

April Meeting

The April 11th meeting will be the annual organizational meeting for the chapter. Additionally, the evening will be rounded-out with presentations by local vendors. Learn more about the makeup, jewelry, wigs, electrolysis, breast prostheses and (hopefully) much more that is available from our special friends. It should be an evening you will find most important and rewarding to our chapter and to us as individuals. Be there!

Tips and Hints

Rhonda M. passed on an interesting hint. Breast prostheses should be washed regularly. But what do you do while they're drying and you're "in the mood"? Rhonda highly recommends purchasing a Maidenform "Sweet Nothing" brassiere for wear without prostheses. As she puts it, "It does the most with the least and feels so good!"

Rhonda also mentioned Denise's trick of wearing multiple pairs of pantyhose to conceal unshaved legs. If I remember right, Denise used to wear about 6-8 pair to hide her hirsute appendages. Her trick worked very well but there is an easier, and more comfortable, way. Charlotte, who also must remain untrimmed, discovered the matte finish flesh-colored tights sold by K-Mart totally concealed her hairy legs when worn under a pair of regular pantyhose. I should add I was around Charlotte for a year before she told me of her subterfuge. I hate to confess I never spotted the fact those weren't shaved legs under her pantyhose. Both methods will work but I strongly suspect two layers would be cooler in Summer than eight!

Our Sympathy goes out to...

On Wednesday, February 26, 1992 Lila Waldron, Jill's mother died. Our deepest sympathy goes out to the family of our chapter founder. Deborah and Elaine visited the funeral home where the mother laid in state. Jill thanks us for the rememberance.


THE MARCH MEETING:

You Don't Want To Miss This One!

Many of us, at one time or another, have talked with, or had the desire to talk with, someone in the psychological field. For most of us, it has been a somewhat frustrating experience due to the fact we usually walk away feeling as though we knew far more about our special subject than the psychologist. Fortunately, a few of these professionals realized this and are now endeavoring to remedy the situation. One such person who has heard the call and responded in a very positive manner is Dr. Antone Feo, from right here in Cleveland.

I had the opportunity to meet Dr. Feo at a Paradise Club meeting about three years ago. It was the first time he had ever attended a group meeting for crossdressers and transsexuals. He explained his views on the subject and also admitted to being new at this yet eager to learn more about us. Since that time, Dr. Feo has definitely displayed his eagerness to be of assistance to our community. Of all the patients he currently sees for all reasons, approximately 10% are those dealing with crossdressing or transsexualism.

Dr. Feo has graciously accepted an invitation to speak at our March 14th meeting. I strongly encourage all of you to attend this special event and meet Dr. Feo, listen to his views and see for yourself the strides being made in assistance to our community.

You'll have the opportunity to meet a warm, caring man who truly exemplifies the word "professional". I don't know about you, but I can't wait. See you there! Love, Jennifer


EDITORIAL

I am going to bounce around a little this month. If I leave you confused, blame everything on Gloria!

First off, if there are any problems with this issue of the SILHOUETTE, I accept total responsibility. Do you have any idea how difficult it is to concentrate on typing into this electronic monstrosity while the Winter Olympics are on television? I've always preferred the winter games to the summer games and this year was no exception: Kristi Yamaguchi vs. Midori Ito, Team USA vs. the Unified Team (CCCP), "The Terminator" vs. that poor guy from Morocco in XC skiing (BOY, could I identify with him!), short track speed skating, biathlon (a favorite of mine), ski jumping and, last but not least, speed skiing. Can you imagine dressing up like Gumby and doing 142 miles per hour on skis? I took my Triumph motorcycle over 100 once and it scared the Hell out of me. 142 on skis? Those people are NUTS! I loved every minute of the games but cannot guarantee that anything I typed in while watching them will be readable. Thank goodness they only come every four years or this newsletter would be fouled up every February!

The other night I had a nice conversation with Robin K. from Memphis. At the Chicago Holiday En Femme, Robin was awarded the Tri Ess "Servant- Leader Award" (which is similar to our "Lady of the Year" award) for her dedication to our paraculture. She's one fantastic lady and I am proud to call her a friend. Anyhow, the primary topic of our discussion was the 1992 Atlanta Holiday, of which Robin will be the "head lady". In previous years, the Holiday En Femme was always held the week before Thanksgiving. It has been found, however, holding it then causes problems with the airlines because of the proximity to Thanksgiving, with it's attendant "holiday rush" and increased fares. Because of this, the 1992 Holiday En Femme - and those thereafter - will be held TWO weeks before Thanksgiving. Please note on your calendar, the 1992 Holiday En Femme will be November 11th to November 15th rather than a week later. Robin guarantees those attending a fantastic time and, knowing Robin, I have no qualms ABSOLUTELY guaranteeing her guarantee!

In "President's View", Gloria touched on an article which recently appeared in the CLEVELAND PLAIN DEALER concerning transsexuals. A secondary, follow-up article also contained references to transvestites. To be blunt, both articles contained misconceptions, falsehoods and, to be blunt, outright lies. My "favorites" in the first article concern the results the transsexual in the story received from hormone therapy: "The full mustache she'd had since she was 12 fell out, as well as the rest of her facial hair and the hair on her legs." What did the mustache do, drop out and land in her soup? Better still, "She was amazed when her feet started shrinking, from a men's size 11 to a size 8 - the equivalent of a women's size 10." Now, I'm no Dr. Sheila Kirk (The lady who has written THE BOOK on hormones.) but I have learned a little about them - enough to know they are nothing I want to mess with. I have also learned enough to know the above statements are unmitigated Bull****! Every TS I have ever met had to undergo electrolysis to remove her beard and, like any girl, must shave her legs regularly. As for feet shrinking THREE sizes, the term "Bull@#$%" is mild compared to what I'd like to say! Estrogen- based hormones affect flesh, not bone, and the bone- to-flesh ratio is highest in our hands and feet. A drop of 1/2 to one size might be possible but she could stick her feet in acid to remove the meat and they will still be "X" inches long and "Y" inches wide!

The statement which really hit home, however, came in the follow-up article. It discussed the background of transsexualism, listing such famous TS's as Tula and Renee Richards. There was one quote, however, which was attributed to a local psychiatrist: "Dr. ****, assistant professor of psychiatry at *** University, said the act of dressing like a woman is not done for sexual arousal, AS WITH A TRANSVESTITE, [my emphasis] but rather because there is an identity problem."

I removed the names from the above quote for a specific reason. I don't want any of you to go off "half cocked", search out the Dr.'s address in the phone book, and write to him spelling out exactly what you think of his "buffalo bagels" view of crossdressers. If that IS his view, it truly is "buffalo bagels" and must be corrected. However, there is a strong chance it is not his view.

Because of my occupation, I deal with the news media on a regular basis, having done so for over 20 years. If there is one thing I've learned, it is to believe only about 40% of what you read in the paper or see on the 6PM news. Something can be laid out "A,B,C,D" to a reporter and appear as "E,F,G,H" in print. Some reporters, of course, are much better than others - which is why the "some" will be given "the scoop" while the "others" are ignored. Accuracy has its own rewards.

I have not dealt personally with the author of these two articles so I cannot say whether she is a "some" or an "other". Judging by the falsehoods in the articles, I have an idea, however.

Your officers discussed this matter and asked me to write letters to both the author of the articles and to the psychiatrist. Who knows? Perhaps the author could only print what that particular TS told her because she had no other sources of information. Perhaps the psychiatrist was misquoted. On the other hand, perhaps the author is one of those reporters who goes for a good story at the expense of telling the truth. Perhaps the psychiatrist doesn't know the difference between a TV and a television!

In both cases, there is an obvious need for clarification and education. Maybe we'll find two new friends who want to learn the truth about us. Maybe we'll find two jackasses. Maybe one of each. I'll let you know the results.

Well, time to get off my "high horse". As a final item, I'd like to extend a resounding "AttaGirl" to Jeanette Johnson for her editorial, "My Top 10 Reasons Why I'd Rather Be a Crossdresser Than a Woman", in the latest FEMME MIRROR. I roared as I read them. What made my laughter more resounding, however, was the fact each and every reason was absolutely true!

Love, Tanya


INFORMATION, PLEASE

by Deborah Lynnette Lee

I was thinking this morning about how isolated we still are. Since we have our local sisterhood and our club addresses its own issues, what about on the national level? I would like to know who are my friends and who are my not-so-friendly friends.

I think this could be accomplished if all the sisters could send articles from newspapers, magazines, books and transcriptions of talk show or televised news to a "clearing house". It would then be the responsibility of the "clearing house" to analyze the article for it's contents and publish what they have received. This could either end up as a section in the FEMME MIRROR or as a separate publication which could be purchased by our those in our community or by professionals.

The problem I see is persons like myself don't really know what the prevailing attitudes are of the general public. Are attitudes regionalized? If so, I believe we should know in case we travel nationwide en femme. The publication I'm speaking of would also draw attention to those areas we need to address in order to alleviate the misconceptions that people form about our community. Perhaps the editor would bring special issues to the persons in charge of our national organizations.

This type of publication is available in other disciplines such as THE WALL STREET JOURNAL for the financial community and VEGETARIAN TIMES "Sticks and Carrots" for those of us who lead a vegetarian life.

I'm throwing this fish out for some replies and I hope this type of publication will be introduced in one of our fine magazines that are printed just for us. Or someone, including myself, would have the backing of our community for such an endeavor.

Thank you, Deb


THE RAIN AND THE MANE WERE PLAINLY NO PAIN

by Diane

Well, there I was on Saturday morning amidst drizzly rain, as I found myself meandering downtown ultimately on my way to the airport to pick up my wife arriving back from a trip to Florida. The thought crossed my mind that a new wig would be nice. Then I could retire yet another specimen of "roadkill" in my collection that I fantasize are lovely tresses! Normally, however, my wife assists in the selection of such monumentally important things but she is not here. And it is really starting to rain. But the idea will not be rained out, and the prospect of wig-shopping both titillates and energizes me. "Perhaps I will just drive down Prospect and maybe if there is a parking spot available I will stop. I certainly don't want to walk far and get drenched."

Just ahead, two drivers are preparing to get into their cars. "Aha! Here is my chance." The first pulls away but the spot is a bus stop. Shoot! Now the second pulls out and I neatly pull in behind. It is really starting to rain now. I don't want to walk around the corner and I'm losing whatever bold nerve I once had ..... but wait! I look up and find I am parked directly in front of Ann's Wig Shop and there doesn't appear to be anyone in the store. That does it! I am inside in a matter of seconds. Looking around furtively, I still find no one there, not even a clerk. A nice selection, too!

Finally the clerk appeared. "May I help you," he asks. "Just looking," I reply nervously. He disappears and I look around again. "Oh well, what the hell", as I suddenly find a dose of courage and try one on. "Hmm, not bad." At that potentially very embarrassing moment the clerk re-appears. "Are you a member of Paradise Club?", he asks, "I have many members for customers." "Well what do you know!", I thought, both surprised and certainly relieved with the realization he didn't find men and wigs in intimate contact all that unusual. He then insists I sit down, combs out the wig and proceeds to capture me with his matter-of-fact approach on the proper color, style and length best suited to my face and neck. He further charms me and seals my fate of crossing his palm with cash by telling me I probably make up very nicely as a woman. Flattery will get you, and take your femme-self, anywhere you wish!

Needless to say, I was hooked! As I completed my purchase I advised him I was a member of another club in the area and they would be glad to know of his familiarity with our "special needs." So girls, the next time you are feeling frisky, frivolous and in need of new curls, just stop in at Ann's Wig Shop on Prospect. Ask for Joe, and say "Diane sent me!"

Love, Diane


ANNE AND ALPHA OMEGA

by Pam F.

The seventh of December I was getting ready for our annual Christmas party. The television was on and a movie began on our local PBS station. It turned out to be "Anne of Green Gables", the story of an orphan with a spirit which, in spite of scores of disasters and setbacks, could not be quenched. I tried to watch as I put on my make up and got my things in order. The touching scenes and ideals I saw fired my need to see the entire movie as soon as possible. Sunday morning, after the party, I awoke feeling a little down, much as I did after my first meeting. Alpha Omega and all the wonderful girls are already very important to me. Anyway, I discovered "Anne of Green Gables" was scheduled again for Sunday. It came on and I sat down to enjoy myself. The film is set in the mid-1800's. It may not have been made to convey a message but I felt a strong connection to the story.

As an orphan, Anne was literally all by herself. She is taken in by, and advantage of, the people who loosely adopted her. "Loosely" because she is treated as a servant not a family member. Fate intervenes and she is rescued. Adopted by an older brother and sister, both unmarried, she is presented with more growing circumstances. Given the chance, she makes the most of each situation presented to her. Her uncompromising principals and standards are what seem to keep Anne on track. Undaunted by social barriers caused by her adopted status, she keeps moving toward a goal. The goal, itself, seems uncertain to her but forward is the direction of her journey. She never forgets where she has been but never looks back.

Through many humorous and touching incidents the tale made me see that, with effort, perseverance and love any obstacle is either a challenge or an impasse. Anne looks at all people and things through loving eyes. In everyone she meets, those who help her or try to conquer her, she sees good. Not only does she take in that image but encourages the good, resident in all people, to come out and blossom. It is a very touching and beautiful tale imbedded in a setting of an easier time through even more beautiful visual scenes.

I saw a faint thread coming from the story for me and us as a gender community. We all need Anne's positive outlook. We all need the positive feedback. As social orphans, some of us are lucky enough to have a personal support system close to us. Others out there are groping around looking for a positive influence or that one kind word which will open our locked door. Anne never gave up and those of you out there who are still behind that door must not give up either.

I found Alpha Omega through a set of circumstances I still don't understand. The important thing is that I found Alpha Omega. To me Alpha Omega is my "Anne." She never gives up, always has a kind word, instills pride in everyone she meets, encourages all, accepts with the living arms of a mother and is there when things aren't going well.

Anne's story brought a lot of tears and reflection upon my life. My "Anne", Alpha Omega - while I'm thinking and writing this - is bringing those same tears. They are trying to overflow from my eyes but I don't mind telling you this is how she affected me. I hope to give as much back to my "Anne" as I've received in the short three months I've known her.

To any of you who read this, I encourage you to watch the movie "Anne of Green Gables" if possible. It's a wonderful window on the past. Its message is a promising window on our future. You may cry, you may not. You may discover the little girl inside searching for her place in life. You could find the beautiful woman that should be on the outside and who has found her place in this unforgiving world. Just don't give up. If you are still in your closet, remember Alpha Omega will always, and IN ALL WAYS, be here if and when you are ready to reach out to her.

At the end of the series of episodes, Anne's final message was "Its not what the world holds for you, but what you bring to it."

Love, Luck, Laughter - Pam F.


CLOTHES DON'T MAKE THE WOMAN

by Deborah Lynnette Lee

It was quite a few years ago when "Ripley's Believe It Or Not" was popularized on television with Jack Palance as it's host. I was always intrigued by the odd, the extraordinary, the psychic and unusual events that were commonplace on that show. One story in particular really caught my attention because it had something to do with me in one sense.

The story was about a military officer in some army. I believe it was Austria or somewhere in that region at the turn of the century. (Please, if anyone knows the details of the incident, I would love to have the information. Send information care of this newsletter.) The officer was given a retirement party in his honor and all of his fellow officers attended. After some time at the party, the guest of honor disappeared, later to reappear garbed in tights, slippers and tutu. This dignified officer, who appeared to be in his mid 70's, performed excepts from his favorite ballet, dancing the role normally reserved for the prima ballerina. Needless to say, the others were astonished at this behavior, yet admiring him to the point of commenting very positively on his form and execution of the ballet. This however, is not the end of the story. The tragic part was that after the officer finished his display of talent, he sat down to rest and died. Those around him didn't know what to do, so they laid him in state. But prior to displaying the corpse, they had to cut the tights and tutu off of him and place him in his uniform.

Jack Palance then said this is the incident where the phase was coined "Clothes Do Make the Man." I don't know whether that is true or not, but I understand what he meant.

This remembrance got me to thinking about what I'm doing or trying to accomplish in my life. Just because I wear the attire of a woman, am I trying to become a woman? Will I try to make the inside of me more like a woman or am I simply content with wearing women's clothing?

These are complex questions and it is not a static issue, since I am continually investigating, analyzing and experiencing my evolution. Currently in the emergence of my persona from it's tightly woven cocoon, I am experiencing strong desires to make a concerted effort to learn more about my feminine side. I know for a fact I am more at home in a skirt, blouse and all the other paraphernalia of a woman than I could ever be as my maleself. The tension, anxiety, pain and hurt seem to disappear and a much more loving person is before the mirror. I know a lot of those feeling are also with me as my maleself, but as a male I have a tendency to pull myself inward and turn the love to anger and compassion into self pity. As Deborah, I direct this love more outwardly to others, Elaine and our home. Doug will come home bitchin' about the job, about the management, about the pettiness of people but the moment I dawn my female attire, Elaine and our home come foremost in my mind. I ask of myself, "What can I do to improve the quality of life and how can I express my love in meaningful ways?"

Another phenomenon is my energy level picks up when I am Deborah. This allows me to do more with the newsletter, the chapter and housework in the evening. As Doug, I am sapped of all energy and fighting with myself too much.

With these observations, there is a strong tendency to be Deborah most of the time at home. I still have problems with getting up during the week to play the part of Doug. Isn't it strange that all my life I had to work hard at being who I was supposed to be in the eyes of my parents and peers rather than spending the time getting to know more about myself and learning to be comfortable and loving to myself? Talk about masochism!

Now that the pain is subsiding and I am actively discovering who I am. There is much excitement and joy in such activity. But in the back of my mind there is the feeling there is still a lot of suffering before those whom I love get a chance to really know me.

Now back to my original subject...Do clothes make the woman? My answer is "No" but it is a major method to investigate the side of me I believe is dominant in my character and persona. Therefore, I believe it is my destiny to become that which I am and I will work to educate myself, my wife and those who say they love me so the outside package reflects what is inside of me.

Another anecdote is I am very much like that officer, because all through my life I wanted to be a ballerina. Around 1973 I got so frustrated, I told my first wife (her name was Janet) about it and she said, "Go for it!". I joined a dance studio in Elyria where I was taught and practiced ballet and modern dance. I was the only "man" in class and my instructor was pleased I attended her classes. I didn't dance in our first recital but choose to attend with my classmates, standing just off stage saying to myself, "I'm going to out there some day with them." It was shortly after then Janet and I moved to the ashram (spiritual home of a yogi) and my hopes of dancing where pushed aside with much regret and anguish. Perhaps I will get off my duff and lose this weight so I can return to one of my favorite pastimes.

Love, Deb


HOBBY NIGHT

by Elaine

I am going to list the hobbies of the girls in our chapter as they were presented on that night:

Diane - Diane's hobby is "N scale" model railroading. She puts together models, especially the buildings, which she gets in kit form. With careful assembly and weathering techniques, she makes very realistic buildings. Diane also displayed some of her engines and cars and the tools she used to build them.

Debbie Lee - Debbie has several things she likes to do. She likes music and plays keyboards and guitar. She also collects music books of the 60's and 70's. Her collection is over 70 volumes. Debbie also brought her 12 string guitar to show. Her love of music also is shown in her large record collection.

Joanne - Joanne does punch work which is a type of yarn fabric art. She brought several tapestries she has done. She showed us an owl, roses, Care Bear, Cabbage Patch child, Garfield the cat, Snoopy, the Ghost buster's symbol with slim background and the local school mascot. She is currently working on a cardinal for her father.

Pam D. - Pam likes to tinker and invent things. She has found a way to expand a ring to fit your hand by using a device she made from pipe fittings. She distributed diagrams of how to build one for yourself.

Elaine - I am a collector. Debbie keeps saying we'll have to add a room on to the house just for my collections. I have a large collection of stuffed animals and hand puppets. I brought a small sample of my fuzzies to show. I showed Figment (from Disney World), E.T., Gizmo hand puppet (from the movie "Gremlins"), fuzzy bear hand puppet, a rabbit hand puppet, plus a few more stuffies (stuffed animals). Most of my collection was purchased at garage sales I frequent (another one of my hobbies).

Michelle - Michelle is a graphics artist professionally and that carries over to her hobby, which is painting. She also enjoys astronomy so many of her paintings are of planets, nebula, etc. She paints with an air brush. She brought two of her paintings and told us how she makes them. She told us how she makes the three dimensional effects in her planet paintings.

Kathleen - Kathleen has several hobbies. Besides baking and cooking, she quilts. She showed us a baby's quilt she made. She does not completely follow the old fashion method of quilting but you couldn't tell her latest creation wasn't done the traditional way.

Gloria - Our President works with wood. She showed us "before and after" photographs of the remodeling she has done to her and Kathleen's house. She also displayed one of the wooden candle holders she made for centerpieces at their wedding reception.

Pam F. - Pam collects business cards. She brought a small sample of her collection. It is really interesting how some businesses dress up their cards. (First impressions are important. Deb.)

Sandy - Pam D's wife paints sweat shirts. She uses press-on appliques and then trims them with fabric paint. The sweaters wash up very well. Her sample was a beautiful floral print.

Karen - Karen has the hobby of building, painting and detailing military armor and aircraft. She brought in a scale model of a MIG29 fighter for us to see.

Tanya - One of Tanya's hobbies is blacksmithing. She works metal into hardware. She brought with her a hook for drying spices, a fork for cooking over an open fire and a hand wrought spike. She also had an unfinished piece, a spiral "basket" handle for a fork. It was a little rusty so she didn't pass it around. She told us that, originally, blacksmiths did not shoe horses; those people were known as farriers. It is the same today - she doesn't shoe them, either.

Charlotte - Her hobby is throwing things, those things being darts. She showed us different kinds of darts she has used in tournaments. She also showed us the repair kit that is required because in tournament play, if you break a dart, you have to repair and be back on the line within your allotted time. Charlotte says she practices an hour a day, but people that are serious practice 3 or more hours a day.

Megan - Megan's favorite hobby is astronomy. She brought with her several photographs of planets, the Crab Nebula and other stars in the constellation Orion and shots of the moon. All had been taken through here telescope.

Barbara - Barb collects stamps from foreign countries. She said that she puts bids on estate collections in Europe that are conducted by a club there, though she hasn't received a bid. She is also a World War II history buff.

Debbie - They don't live on a farm, but by the pictures Debbie brought with her you would think so. She raises and breeds rabbits. She also has geese. She and Sheryl have a horse that belong's to their son. Debbie also loves her dog and cats. She loves cats so much she gives them to a pet shop and then buys them back. (Ha! Ha!) Debbie loves to swim and, to all our surprise, she shoots machine guns when she can. She has a "wimpy shotgun" at home.

[Remember, Debbie is the WIFE in this couple! ed.]

Jennifer - Jennifer has many hobbies as do the rest of the girls, but she brought in her radio controlled hydroplane. She explained to us the different parts such as the engine, the body (a kit she built and modified), the servo systems and other pieces. Part of another hobby, metal working and machining, came in useful since she designed and built the rudder system. The model and those like it goes on the water and runs between 65 and 70 miles per hour.


JANET'S MAGIC

by Pam F.

Hi girls! Well I've been a member of Alpha Omega four months now. In the last month, my new sister Charlotte and I have gone shopping for wigs, clothes, nighties and jewelry. But the crowning touch was an image consultation. The presentation Janet Jackson gave at the November meeting was very informative, but a one-on-one encounter gives you hands-on experience. The added touch of an accepting and vibrant representative puts you at ease immediately.

We walked in, met with Janet and visited a few minutes which would help remove the most stubborn case of the butterflies. In our case, we went to Janet's house. However, she would probably come to you. Then Janet started "The workshop." As I sat down at the table, I saw before me an array of makeup tools, all of which I am familiar with but, as I was to discover, not very proficient at using. Also there were a number of samples in complementing colors of blush, lipstick and eye shadows. Janet does a color analysis for correct color matching. Then we began playing makeup. Janet had us wash our hands, "Germs you know." Then we washed our faces, exfoliated them and moisturized. You haven't lived until you've exfoliated your face. Ha Ha!

As Janet started this next phase, the artistry became apparent. You are the canvas and artist. Janet is the instructor. She leads you through each step from preparing the canvas, color selection and developing the look you want to convey. The guidance and easy instruction is another calming influence throughout the workshop. Here we were, two normal (?) looking guys, being instructed by a lovely lady in the fine art of looking feminine. It was fun, informative and just neat.

In no time at all, even with playing with colors and experimenting, Charlotte and Pam emerged. Charlotte brought a change of clothes and a wig. Pam being the typical blonde air head only brought a wig. Still we were impressive, if I do say so myself! We arrived at 7PM and finished at 11PM. With dressing and the DREADED removing of makeup, we left around midnight. I'm telling you, if you think this isn't a COMPLETE workshop, think again. The time flies, though especially while your a girl. Anyway, be prepared to experiment, enjoy yourself (both of you) and buy.

The quality of the products is amazing. Everything we used did just what Janet said it would at the November presentation. An example, when you are putting on your eyeliner, you're holding the outer corner of your eyelid and pulling to smooth it out. Do you have to use almost enough pressure to qualify as a Chinese torture to get the pencil to deposit it's color? How about foundation, are you really satisfied with the results?

Well, needless to say, with Janet's products and her instructions I think you'll be pleasantly surprised with the final image or should I say "masterpiece."

Give Janet a call. A group of girls would be the best way to have her perform her magic. Remember, wives also can join in. In fact, what a nice together thing it would be if crossdresser and wife would help each other through the workshop. Isn't there a saying about couples who makeup together stay together? Perhaps with the consent of our officers, a workshop could be held at the Manor before a meeting, allowing a number of crossdressers and wives to be analyzed. We'll see.

Sometime I'll tell you about Charlotte's and my trip to Catherine's, the wig shopping trip, or our Penneys' lingerie experience. Now remember to put on a happy face - and a pretty one too!

Love, Pam


A PROPOSAL FOR YET ANOTHER TITLE

by Megan Parsons

Controversy is again raging over the proposal for yet another label to describe us. Yes my friends, someone wants to create another title for us to assimilate into our existence. Well, since I have the papers which say I am a scientist, I thought I would create the truly definitive term.

Behavioral scientists have decided we cannot exist without being pigeon-holed, cubby-holed, classified and cataloged. In this way, they can define what they think we are.

But take heart, my friends, for I have the definitive term for us. It is simple, easy to remember and covers us all. Now crossdressers, transvestites, transgenderists, bigenderists, transsexuals, et. al., can be classified by one all-encompassing term.

This term is eloquent, outstanding and simply smashing. It is the first term that defines us as who we really are. No longer will those of us whose gender is opposite our anatomical sex be confused by the plethora of terms which are currently used to define us. No longer will those of us who choose to enjoy the feel and pleasure of wearing the clothing of the opposite sex need to explain to the counter person who we are when shopping. Everyone - scientist, preacher, doctor and the average person will understand who we are.

Once this term is accepted by the common man, we can go about our daily lives dressed as we please. Yes Virginia, there is a term which defines us without confusion! It will be readily accepted by all.

Yes, this simple, eloquent term says it all. It describes us for who and what we really are. The scientists have forgotten that, underneath all this makeup, jewelry, wigs and clothing, there is a person who is trying to live her life the best way she knows how.

Well, by now you are wondering, "What is this glorious term?" Here it is in all its splendor! The term is... HUMAN!

Well ladies, shall we adopt this as the definitive term for who we are? I hope so!


A LETTER FROM GLORIA

by Gloria Sue Fenton

Every once in a while, I get to thinking about who I am and what does the future hold in store for me. It is really a two-part question that many others may have asked themselves, but I am going to try and give you a little insight as to my personal thoughts and feelings.

Who am I? To be honest, I don't really know. January's "Question of the Month" asked if we felt we were single personalities or displayed more than one. For those secure enough in themselves to feel as one, I think you are very fortunate. I wish I felt as one personality, but I don't.

I can only try to describe how I feel and it can be confusing as I feel differently at different times. One thing which is constant is that I am one big bundle of emotions. I have been told many times I am too emotional for my own good. "But," I ask, "who or what am I being compared to for others to make such a judgement?" I've wished a million times that those who make judgements about me could walk a few miles in my shoes and then see what they think. But they can't so they don't.

Another constant (One Tanya can vouch for from editing my articles.) is my mind is always moving, thinking about a multitude of things - seemingly all at once. As an example, just since I began this article, I've made mental a note to change the oil in my car this week, decide what to wear to the March meeting, figure out how I am going to run the wiring in Kathy's office I'm remodeling and remembered I need two doorstops for the spare bath - all this while keeping focused on what I'm writing, hopefully sticking to my topic and making it understandable. If you're confused by now, imagine what state I'm in!

Who am I? It beats the daylight out of me to give one answer. I don't see things as black or white but, rather, a zillion shades of gray which can, and usually do, keep changing - at least for me.

I have been told I get too involved with others, their thoughts and feelings. They say I should be more selfish, looking out for No.1. My answer to that is "Hogwash!", at least in terms fitting and printable in the newsletter. I'm not saying anyone, including me, should stand there and just let others literally beat you up. But if and when the time ever comes I quit caring or being involved with my fellow Human Beings, I will die inside and cease being "me" whoever that is at that moment.

I am Martin with his thoughts, feelings, emotions and questions. I am Gloria with her thoughts, feelings, emotions and questions. I am everything in between with my thoughts, feelings, emotions and questions. I am - ALL OF ME! How's that for a positive definition?

Now that you are all positive I'm "A couple fries short of a Happy Meal", I'll move on to the other side of the question I posed at the beginning of this missive:

What does the future hold for me? Beats me! I'll have to handle it as it comes. I will say, though, I am not afraid of it. I will do what I must and make the necessary decisions based on my thoughts, feelings, emotions and questions at the time.

As scatter-brained as I might seem at times (or have been in the past, or will be in the future), I can and do make decisions as needed. I live with those decisions, right or wrong. If I'm right, that's fine. If I'm wrong, I see what must be done to correct the situation, if possible. I never try to be so rigid I cannot change my mind or course of action as new information or events come into focus.

I do have goals, but they are also changeable in the light of reality. Kathleen and I talk a lot. She knows the emotional rollercoaster I can be. She knows my feelings, thoughts and questions as I try to come to know hers, too. She knows my hopes, dreams and fantasies. She knows I cannot tell her what lies ahead for us. But we both know that, together with love and understanding, everything will work out.

Yes, someday I hope to say I am one with myself. At this time, though, I am not. My biggest consolation is knowing I am not alone.

I have learned so much about myself and yet I still question who I am. Maybe if I could get my mind to stop thinking and questioning I could come to peace with myself. But then I think, "No. I would only stop being who I am and that's just plain old 'me'!" I have to question. I have to learn. I have to explore other thoughts and feelings. And yes Tanya, I will (unfortunately for you) continue to go off on tangents when writing articles. But I will try to help you the best I can.

Well, it's time for me (Whoever I am!) to get back to remodeling the spare bathroom. I'll close for now and see you all in March.

Love always, Gloria (I think!)

[Gloria's article this month is serious but, as she finished with a comment on her incessant remodeling, a thought came to mind: Perhaps you've seen the new television show "Home Improvement". Why is it I can picture her running around the house yelling "More Power!" as she installs a 220 v., 3-phase motor in her Epilady?!? ed.]


BECOME AN APRIL BEAUTY

by Charlotte

From beyond the realm of the universe, I have returned to the keyboard to say "HI" and let you know about a wonderful way to improve your image; specifically JANET'S MAKEOVER!

What a way to feel important like a celebrity or even royalty. Well, maybe I'm getting carried away...or maybe not! A makeover before all meetings is a possibility thanks to our beautiful image consultant, Janet Jackson. Janet and I were talking about the idea becoming reality if a minimum of six members sign up each month and Janet is not otherwise committed.

She would do the makeovers before the meeting for the very nominal [Unbelievable! ed.] charge of $5.00 per person. The makeover would take about 20 minutes to turn you into a STAR. Janet will bring her inventory and products will be available for purchase.

For those interested, a sign-up sheet will be available at the March meeting for April makeovers. Subsequent makeovers will be coordinated by yours truly at each meeting in accordance with Janet's availability. Appointments will backtrack from 5:30 in 20 minute increments.

Also at the April meeting, the "Instant Image" video will be shown and Janet will be available to answer your questions.

Your friend, Charlotte

[Charlotte: Please sign me up for 5:30 at every meeting Janet can make from April 1992 through February 1997! ed.]


FEMME VIEWS

by Rhonda M.

What a girl won't do! Gloria approached me near the end of the January meeting advising she would appreciate my calling her in the morning as one of the girls had dropped an earring down the sink in the Cedar Room restroom.

I called her in the morning. Within ten minutes, she was at my door with coathanger in hand - and coffee and donuts!

After about a half hour of twisting and turning the coathanger, the beautiful earring was rescued. Nice work, Pres!

However, guess who was assigned to tell Sarah at the front desk that our "fishing" had caused a small leak (which I temporarily patched)?

Love, Rhonda


NOT QUITE P.M.S., BUT...

by Judy Krizmanic

It may happen only once a year instead of once a month, but recent findings suggest that it does happen: Male hormones fluctuate, and the fluctuations affect men's ability to perform certain tasks.

Canadian researcher Doreen Kimura, a psychologist at the University of Western Ontario, says that a man's cognitive ability is directly related to seasonal fluctuations in the male hormone testosterone. In particular, she found that men get more right answers on spatial ability mathematics tests in the spring than in the autumn. (A typical math question, for instance, might require someone to mentally rotate a three-dimensional object.) Earlier research has shown that men's testosterone levels are lower in the spring.

"The differences [in testosterone levels] were not trivial," Kimura told The New York Times. A few years ago, Kimura also suggested that women's cognitive ability fluctuated monthly, as a result of changing hormonal levels. She says that neither women's or men's fluctuations affect daily life, but suggests that postpubesent boys would do better on math tests in the spring than in the fall and could score up to 50 points higher on the Scholastic Aptitude Test in the spring, she says seasonal testosterone levels also might affect other male behavior such as crime and risk taking.

The implications? The findings shouldn't be used to keep men from holding leadership positions in the autumn. notes one chapter president of the National Organization for Women. After all, men wouldn't hold such natural phenomena against women, would they?

(Courtesy of the March 1992 issue of "Vegetarian Times")


QUESTION OF THE MONTH

At the March meeting the following question will be discussed. As before, each member present will be asked to give a short answer. As stated previously, the idea behind these questions is to spark conversation during social time as well as highlight areas where in depth discussion in the future is needed.

What do you consider to be the negative aspects of crossdressing in your life?


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